Id kill to fall asleep

It’s three in the morning and I’m wondering, why can’t I fall asleep? All these things just keep coming into my head. People always ask me where I see myself in five years. I always say I picture myself graduating from college and having this amazing career and girlfriend. But to be honest I don’t see any of it happening it for me. Everyone in school is so excited because the school year is almost over and they’ll be going to their fancy schools and grow up to be successful responsible adults. I can’t fucking stand it. I always say to myself that I’m not going to turn into one of those people. A siborg that’s just told what to do and lets money govern their lives, yes money is good but it’s not everything. I want to write. That where I want to see myself in five years. Most people wouldn’t look twice at a career as a writer because let’s face it not everyone makes it. But I just don’t see myself doing anything else. Being a cyborg just sounds a bit to robatronic lol. Yes I just used laugh out loud in a sentence but screw it not everything has to be by the book.