Waiting....

I pretty much buy any book that I see. Because of this my room has suffered greatly. I used be one of those kids that just plays video games all the time, but then you can say I had an epiphany. Yes the only word that can describe what happened. I just couldn't understand what I found so fascinating about video games. Maybe it was my way of passing the time. Or it could just be the simple fact that I don't really have any friends so I simply just pass the time playing with people that are the same as me. Who knows! But what i do know is that i just woke up one day and decided that I wasn't going to let my social status decide if I enjoy my life. I mean come on I live in the greatest city in the world New York City! That day happened about a month ago, and know I am a Barnes and Nobles member I usually spend my days with my nose inside a book in the cafe eating blondies and Starbucks coffee. Its better then staying home I always say because when I'm home I always get the speech on how I don't have room service and no girl is going to date a man that can't even keep his room clean. Oh and I almost forgot to mention how my mother complains about spending money on a flatscreen TV which is as I like to say a youth killer that only cares about making enough money for white collar conservatives to buy a summer home. well when i said that my room has paid dearly for my addiction to Barnes and Nobles I wasn't kidding.

I like to pride myself on the fact that I dont need anyone, its something that people say is so negative about me. I dont't trust anyone, which is probably why im always alone. but hey like Dallas Green said "Hoping a better place is all I need".

Man does this guy write great music. But why should I be sad, I know things will change for me one day things will be different